Hi people! Yesterday, i had 4 consecutive dreams. Could vividly remember what happen in the dream, 3 of which was normal and 1 of which was nightmare. Woke up having thumps and thumps of fast heartbeatz and i could hardly catch my breath.. It always occurs to me that when i'm too tired, i'll tend to have lots of weird dreams and all. Maybe it's just me. Hmmm?

Lately have been thinking about what's up for the future? Came across lots of question from people around like..


"Eh Darren, what do you intend to do in the future?" 
says friend1.
"Bro so what you want to do when you grow up?" 
says friend2.
"Eh next time grow up want to do what sio? Need to start planning now leh Darren!" 
says friend3. 

Seriously, I don't know what i'll be in the future. Yes, ambitiously aiming to be a property agent. Too much factor to be considering about and the cons i suppose weigh much over than the advantages. It's good money, but definitely not a passive income, true? Guess i'll have to start planning soon? Hmmm..

On the other hand,it's the scary/fearful/hateful love that's on my mind. So how many of you people out there love and get loved back?  Definitely a 99% of you but that 1% falls under those who are fear to love, the unwillingness to open up and start building walls around their own hearts, fearing that they will get hurt and all.. I guess its just a matter of whether you are willing to risk your life to love. Even if it hurts in love, at least you know that its worth to hurt for someone you loved. Anyway, glad to say that i'm that fortunate/blessed/honoured to be able to meet this 1% (Yes Sam, it's you). 

Think back the first time i met her was at the bus stop filled with all the rowdy poly mates after school. I could hardly grab a glance of her face. Back then i was with one buddy of mine(Yongteck) and we were saying like "Eh this girl like a ang moh sia, pretty eh!" Though we hopped onto the same bus, she's been looking out of the glass almost the whole time. Not having hopes that i'll meet her again,i saw her at a place which i never thought i would ever see her at - Zouk. Maybe that is why people say, when you don't expect something to happen, it just happened unexpectedly. True? Anyway,at the other point of time i was already semi-high.. so all i could remember was that i saw her..?

Hmmm, i think i'll stop here and continue tmr ? Because it's already 4.17 in the morning and i've to wake up at 8. Hohoho ZBSL guys, but no i'm not gonna be late for school! i think i'll continue tmr..till then people, Goodnight!

Hi beach girl,sweetdreams!*