God, what am i suppose to do.?

I dont know what is happening these few days. My mind having thoughts of everything you could possibly think of. I dont know whats gonna become of me. I dont want to feel this way, i dont want to be like this. It seemed like everything's turning back on me. It might look as if im happy on the outside, but oh well only God knows how im feeling inside. Im troubled, am really troubled. I want to be happy, i want everyone else to be happy. Am i thinking too much, or is it the world that is too much to be thought off.?

Words cant possibly express how i feel,but its deep down inside that im feeling the heat. Its just me, im feeling damn depressed now. I dont want to think of whats coming for me. I want to neglect all my thoughts, but its almost impossible. Every second that im alive, my mind just run through everything and anything that is being taken in by my ears. I want to be the best out of myself, i want to see everyone bringing up smile across their fucking cute face, but it seems so hard. At the end of the day, i doubt no one's gonna be feeling about anyone's feeling because it doesnt matter whether they are happy or sad isnt it. Oh God, i need guidance. I really need.

Anyway, Saturday's picture at powerhouse. cheers!







































p.s i love all my brothers/friends.