Unbeautiful, Me.



You've tried, i've tried, we've tried. Trying to change myself, becoming the best that i can for you, but I guess we couldn't make it work. I dont blame you for not trusting me enough because afterall i caused this doubt-ness upon myself. At some point of time, I dont feel like i'm myself. I felt that i've only acting to fit the role of what i should do and what i should not do, i aint myself neutrally. I wont deny the fact that of course I'm 101% that im happy with you. Little things that dont matter to you, matters to me and vice versa.Even though i didnt really get Sometimes I should have thought about how you gonna feel before I act out.

I admit that sometimes i prioritise Gaming over you, but i know you understand me. I know i can like make it up another day or something, but when it comes to the following day, i feel very lazy and just feel like just slacking the whole day. The routine repeats & so on, and one fine day you told me how feel about us and me. Feeling rather speechless and feeling-less, i dont know what i want and what you want. As how you feel sometimes, you need assurance from me likewise i also need assurance from you. Oh well, seems like afterall its still about the we arent for each other thing. Yes, i still love you and i still do care for you. (:

p.s always my baby.